I can’t believe how fast the past 3 weeks have flown ….all in the blink of an eye..

3 weeks since Mr.R. left……… I haven’t stayed this long without him in 3 years.. Right now my mum’s here so I don’t even feel that he’s gone, except for the occasional need to cuddle when I wake up.. But other than that, I wonder if my mind is just conditioned to the fact that I’m gonna see him in December and not before that…

Had my firm still continued, I’d definitely be with him for his birthday.. but this year I shall sit here in Dubai and dream of him! But I am going to grab the bull by its horns… take this opportunity to do things I never would’ve brought myself to do it he was here… So here goes- to a new me!